Saturday, January 10, 2015

Happy New Year 2015!

It has been nearly 5 years since my last post.  I stop and pause to consider the stark changes from then to now.  On to the top, I'm more balanced than I've ever been.  With the help of my therapist, Dr. Darby, I've discovered many new tools and cultivated many new techniques in life that have opened up a wealth of opportunities, and also has indelibly altered my view of the world and my reality.

I have also been most fortunate to meet my new partner in crime, my muse, Jessa.  To say that this is a radically different dynamic for me is an understatement.  It's refreshing and, dare I say, one of the best things that has happened to me.  I know we feel that way at the onset of a new relationship, but I can tell that this is different.  I feel like I'm in sync with this wonderful person in a way that I cannot ever recall.  And so, I hope that this dynamic will continue to be a daily surprise as it has been.


I've changed jobs since my last post.  GlobalTranz is a good match for me.  It's another of the realities that I ponder with the same root thought - had things worked out any differently, would I have been so lucky?  We guide our wills through this life, and sometimes synchronicity comes into play and we cast the line at the right time and catch that big fish.  I believe I've done it again.

Discovering Buddhism has also been a pivotal discovery.  While I'm not a hard core worshiper, I have found that the logic is infallible. (I mean, to me it's spot-on)  On it's surface, it's refreshingly simple to follow, and the mindfulness exercises have been invaluable to my mental goodwill.

So overall, everything is going quite well.  I've been ever mindful not to get ahead of myself or swept away by the ephemeral, quotidian distractions.  Stay grounded.  Be mindful.  Give the time, some time, and life can surprise you with stark and everlasting changes.